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Y .Monday, October 31, 2005.

sighz.. such a sianx day la... been rotting and slping the whole of these 2 days alr.. though the pile of homework is lyke so high.. but juz dun feel lyke doing anything juz yet.. but thinking of the sci research i jiu sian.. nt bcoz of the project.. but becoz i'll be seeing him... bleaghx~ really feel lyke withdrawing... but that would mean ps hui ping they all..sigh~ shall pretend that i nvr see him den.. hu wants to see him wif his plastic smile anyway.. seems lyke i cant find anyone hu lyke his lessons in our class.. mel maybe.. since she lyke bio so much.. haha..

hmmx.. seems lyke i gonna haf a busy hols ahead.. coz sj de trng camp in dec.. then i sure go wan ma..finally can stay overnight in swiss la.. its been ard 2 yrs that i've nv stayed overnight in swiss alr.. hopefully that news is accurate.. hate the feeling of disappointment.. seems to be getting a lot of disappointing news these few days..appeal..that person.. him...sigh~ juz hope that the trng camp will cheer mi up la.. guess i'll haf to start to clear my homework nw if i want to go for sj in the hols.. at least muz show my mum that i not neglecting my studies.. she alr super disappointed in mi liao.. really muz work hard for nxt yr... so that i wun disappoint her again.. everytime see her disappointed look i will feel very guilty...coz she sacrificed her job and spent a lot of her time teaching mi and my bro when we were young.. then my results used to be the best in the whole family wan.. but nw..sigh~ guess i'm juz disappointed wif myelf too.. wonder y my results are slipping all the way.. doubt that its sj.. coz i was nt active in sj ever since mid-yr alr ma.. so y did my results turn out this way?? vexed arz.. wad muz i do b4 my grades will improve?? sigh~ maybe i'll haf more time for revision nw that i dropped bio.. though i've a bit of yi han dropping bio but.. when i think of him.. juz glad that i wun haf to see his mood swings in class..but still will miss the sub~ la..sigh~



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