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Y .Friday, September 15, 2006.

this is a bad afternoon to motivate mi to start preparing for the papers nxt week.. this weather juz make mi feel super sleepy sia..influenced by owl liao..(hahz.. kidding nia) *yawnx* maybe i shld juz go slp and start chionging at nite.. after my tv programme.. hahaz.. dun haf the 'its still the prelims' mood.. even though the papers taken this week are lyke.. .. ..no hope.. practically no time to finish the papers lo...haiz.... ..... .... Zzzz...though i still hoping that can at least scrape thru.. but that is lyke.. .. .. sianz... *shrugs* this prelims is definitely a good wake up call to really be serious wif my work..52 days after the end of prelims to prepare for the A lvls.. but its lyke a bit de too late.. grr...so pissed wif myself for starting revision so late..kinda miss the swiss life where we haf tests every week.. at least i am nt stuck in this cycle of trying to cram everything in 2 days.. regurgitating everything on the exam day... cant finish the paper, hoping to scrape thru the papers..then going home to empty everything abt the sub and start cramming for the nxt paper the nxt day... Zzzzz....

gt no wish to comment on the papers since there's absolutely nth i can do to salvage the papers now.. dun even feel lyke reflecting and thinking of the papers...juz hope that i will haf the motivation to start work after my long nap.. if not i am dead..coz history will juz gonna repeat itself..(though history always does repeat itself..)

oh.. my bro passed the officer test.. wonder wad tat means and wad he wud be doing in his new camp.. shall haf to wait till he return from his NPCC de Adventure Training Camp @ Ubin b4 i can ask.. haiz.. camps... i miss having camps.. esp SJI camp =( haiz.. SJ... i dunnoe wad to say.. =( and i dun haf the extra time, energy and effort now to interfere wif SJ now ba.. shall see how after As.. maybe i wun even go back..kinda sianz after the sec4s step down..*shrugs*

things are now the way as b4..good fren cum study pal.. i am contented wif that.. at least i din lose anything/anyone.. i am alr fortunate to haf frenz who know mi well enuff tat they can sense my mood, allow mi to show my weakness and really care abt mi.. tats all i nid.. juz wanna say.. thx to all who haf / continue to be there for mi whenever i am down or needed sumone by my side..really appreciate everything..lurve u ppl loads <3

conclsion: i am a lucky person and i shall learn to be contented wif my life =) juz hope tat wounds does really heal wif time.. i dun nid any reminder to how silly i haf been..



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